A lot of cults /spiritual groups are talking about the mass awakening /soul ascension these days.
Is it for real? Yes, it is. As the pandemic hit us everyone got into the thinking mode. Life and death show- a MAD DANCE in front of our eyes. Money could not buy anything. Oxygen selling in lakhs.
I learned one thing – awareness is not that u will know everything.
Awareness is a deep-seated process of our lives. I became aware of my breathing patterns, my sleeping patterns, and most importantly my thoughts. once we become aware of our troubles, we can sort them out. The problem is not the problem itself; it is how we are reacting to it. You can face it, fight it or be a victim. I chose to be a cry baby but once aware there was no baby situation. I knew it’s my remote control doing this.
The best part is, it’s our own game, our remote control, our software, our processor, and our printer.
I realized that my body functions are not halting themselves in my moments of grief. I was peeing, breathing, my bowel movements were perfect.
My mother gave me an idea of jumping from my balcony {she loves me but she knows me too} I had an epiphany. I did not jump. I was sad but I did not jump. that made me questionable.
